I feel something I have not felt in years.
I feel... loved. I feel... genuinely happy. I feel... excited!
Someone in this world is just as happy to see me again, as I am them for a change. Aaahhhh life is good once again. Now that life is worth living again, I think I will stop smoking and stick around a bit longer.
I have a xanga friend out there who is very close to jumping from a bridge because of his lost love, and I feel for him. If you read this, and you know who you are... don't do it! No matter how bad it hurts, it will come again. And it always seems like the next love is even greater than the last. I know you don't believe it, neither did I, but it's true.
I have been home for a few days sick, but tomorrow I am picking him up and he is coming home with me for the weekend. We're gonna catch a flick, if there's one worth watching on. Then we are gonna eat some sea food, and then we're gonna just be together, happy. Yay for happy.
I don't even drink anymore. I tried, I can't. I just don't want it. There's nothing to drown out. Who would have thought it.
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Ahw, this post made me smile :)
yay for happy!! I'm determined to get there soon myself.. well i'm usually happy but i've not been boy-happy in a looong time... and yay for quitting smoking!! you don't need the problems that comes from that later in life, not when your gonna spend your time happy! :)